2005-02-13 at 6:18 p.m.
On friday I had a double chinese class~i usualli like chinese cux its bludgey~lol, and we dun really do that much stuf. That day our teacher, Miss Liu, (which was my teacher last yr as well -_-''), asked all of us wat we did on chinese new yr's eve. The boarding house girls said that they missed home, and some of them nearly cried, and others went out for dinner wif relatives & family, whilst others havn't even got to celebrate it yet!! cux of the work load that we have~but i fink that grl is juz too hardworking~lol. XP Aniwaex, it juz so happened i was the last one to be asked, and mine was the saddest one as well~lol....cux i was sitting on the end. But thank gosh, not everybody understood wat i said~so yeah. But still when Miss Liu asked mi wat happened on my chink new yr eve, i juz said that my dad rushed bak on the morning, and we were meant to have dinna, but it juz so happened that me & my bro got into an argument, and i ended up spending that nite at home. She then asked wat it was about and i told her~perhaps i could have lied, but i juz can't be bothered to put soo much effort into lying, not worth my time~~.
aniwaex, after that, Miss Liu juz told me that wat my brother thot was wrong, and he should know that. But yes, i was on the verge of having tears coming out of my eyes, YET AGAIN!!! omggg, this is getting sooo pathatic ain't it?!?! But i juz dunno how to control it, Elenor Roosevelt said that "no one can make u feel inferior, unless u give them your consent"....very true...but still, how do u control it?? I am yet to find out that i guess~~
Then after i had TOK at period 5~Miss Liu ran up to me on the stairs, and juz stood at a close radius to me, hence why she kinda spat on me....but thatx another story~lol. But she said that she read my chink essay, and shex very wif my improvement, and i should juz hang in there. Also, that my brother was wrong, and that she & the school support me. Besides that, she said that she went to see Mrs Bradbeer...which is the IB co-ordinator...and i'm not sure whether she said these things cux she pitied me...or because she realli meant it....but yes...it was nice of her for doing so~~and i thank her for being so caring towards her students.( I'm being sincere ok!!)
Sometimes i think that I have already forgotten the past...but then juz at that moment...u remember it....juz as clearly as when it happened...so ironic rite?? But hatx juz life, there are juz some things that are too painful that no matter how u try, u will nv forget, u might forgive, but in the end u will NEVER forget....
xx allie xx
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